This is an interesting topic for my 30 day blog challenge. Here goes...
Dear xxxxxxxx,
I miss our friendship so much. I realize that I hurt your feelings. Those were NEVER my intentions. I hope you believe that. I know I wrote a letter to you before calling you out on your crap. It wasn't the nicest worded of letters. I only wrote that because you wouldn't talk to me. I just wanted to know what was going on. I'm glad you finally responded. I'm glad you called me out on my crap and finally told me what was bothering you. I do hope that the letter is not making you even more upset with me. If it is, I am truly sorry. I just wanted to know what was going on. I am very sorry that I hurt your feelings with my comment on xxxxx's blog. I'm sorry that you felt pestered by my desires to contact you. I'm sorry for hurting your feelings. I know your feelings were hurt and I am very sad to be the cause of those hurt feelings. Please know that I love you and am very sorry that my actions hurt you. I wish very much that you could forgive me so we could be friends again. Your distancing of yourself has hurt me so much. We were such good friends before. I've known you since high school. We told each other everything in college. I miss having that friendship. I miss you. I'm sorry that my apologies are not enough. I am even more sorry to see someone shun me in the name of religion. If you love your religion so much, please live it. Your religion teaches love as it's biggest and most important point of doctrine. I wish you would forgive me and love me. I love you so much. I will always care for you. I will cherish the years we had living near each other, the years of working together, the years of hanging out with each other constantly, the years of IM conversations late into the night. Please know that I will always be praying for you and your family. I know you wish no further contact from me and I shall respect that. But I do hope you can someday forgive me. I love you.
Love,
Angela
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